urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae the real me and its shimmering petals and thorns shimmeringfae 2006-06-12T06:56:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:3296 2006-06-12T06:56:27Z 2006-06-12T06:56:27Z Jamie, I'm sorry I've been gone lately. I've been in the worst funk. I don't know whats wrong but it seems like my body has been enjoying sleeping more than staying awake. Although late night conversations with you are always so much fun, i can never wake up in the morning but what does that matter, right? I just wanted to give you a shout out to let you know that I love you, I'm still here and I can't wait to bump into you again at midnight.<br /><br />xxx<br />Amber urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:2974 2006-06-07T08:35:09Z 2006-06-07T08:35:09Z Thank you to all of you who make me feel so loved. You know who you are. Thank you so much for the letters and the small gifts. I truly love you all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:2716 2006-04-25T02:42:42Z 2006-04-25T02:42:42Z www.gmail.com urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:2405 2006-04-25T02:40:09Z 2006-04-25T02:40:09Z Must visit them! They have awesome layouts and icons!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:2298 2006-04-23T20:09:20Z 2006-04-23T20:09:20Z <a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/shimmeringfae/pic/00001hgz/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/shimmeringfae/pic/00001hgz/s320x240" width="320" height="240" border="0" /></a><br /><br />My Hubby!! Matthew urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:2005 2006-03-17T19:33:52Z 2006-03-17T19:33:52Z Only 5 more days and I am on my way to Europe!<br />Yay! I am so excited!<br />I will write to all my dear friends when I <br />get home, and I hope you understand!<br />I'll try to mail out some postcards of where<br />I go- so that should be a lot of fun.<br />I can't wait for this life changing experience.<br />I am so blessed and grateful for the oppurtunity. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:1569 2006-03-13T16:40:23Z 2006-03-13T16:40:23Z She is out there I know it...<br />I look to find her but I'm not sure <br />what to look for her.<br />Is it me? Is it someone else?<br />Why am I looking for her?<br />Where should I look?<br />These questions drive me out of bed<br />at night<br />Who is she? Who is she?<br />She is out there I know it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:1493 2006-02-16T05:20:33Z 2006-02-16T05:20:33Z My husband got in a car accident today. He was okay and so was the car, but it's just so crazy because before that our car was acting weird and I had to hitch a ride to work. Then at work some bad things happened and I got locked out of my house returning home from work. Bad things really do come in threes I guess. But this really isnt important because I am thankful for my life today. I am thankful for my friends and the sweet things they do for me. I am thankful for my husband and the sweet way he treats me. I am also thankful for my family, and those are wonderful things that came in threes. I dont know if this made sense but I had a long hard day so I dont really care because my day had been frustrating. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:1247 2006-02-15T15:41:22Z 2006-02-15T15:41:22Z Please go to this site and tell me what you think about my personality:<br /><br /><a href="http://kevan.org/johari?name=AmberJoy23">http://kevan.org/johari?name=AmberJoy23</a><br /><br />for people who know me.<br /><br />Thanks! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:789 2006-02-07T06:06:28Z 2006-02-07T06:06:28Z Its funny how little things make me happy, like email or letters. Im mental about mail. I'll explain more later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:513 2006-02-06T16:38:24Z 2006-02-06T16:38:24Z Yay! I'm so excited to have my very own live journal where I can write my thoughts and share them with friends. My dearest friend made this site for me, isn't it lovely??? I am so happy to wake up to somthing nice on a monday morning! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shimmeringfae:410 2006-02-06T16:35:28Z 2006-02-06T16:35:28Z I am so excited that my dearest friend Helenina has made this for me! <br />I hate monday mornings, but this made my monday morning so much better!<br />Now I can find a place to write my thoughts.